I am in an emotional abusive relationship, i tried to leave months ago. We lost our house due to my partner not paying bills or finding employment.
I lost my job while pregnant with our baby so was left to rely on him to look after us.
I moved to my parents house and started renting the basement in hopes of starting fresh and dealing with my depression and anxiety. He would call daily to tell me he was going to commit suicide. Eventually, he promised he would get the help he needed via doctors, therapists and employment wise.
It is now 6 months later and hes yet to find a reliable source of income, he is angry at me all the time. He doesnt help with our children. He calls me sl*t and wh*re when I tell him iv had enough, he threatens to smash our vehicle because he won't allow me to take it (he has no driving license but is on the banks ownership), he threatens all sorts of things if i leave.
My parents house is terrible, my parents use me as a maid to pay for our rent. I take care of their animals, my brother, clean their house, cook for them, grocery shop and they talk down to me like im a burden in their life.

Im so drained emotionally and physically. I wake up with knots in my stomach ready to face my day, i just want to live in a house with me and my children and enjoy this time.. im on anti depressants now and see a therapist but I still fight these daily emotions.
I feel like i should run away in the middle of the night, but I fear I am overreacting.

I just want to end this nightmare. 😭