@Justafriend306: I do want to return to therapy when I am completed with my examinations. I think there is still a lot I could improve and I want to be able to strengthen my self-worth, assertiveness, and confidence. Right now I am often plagued with self-doubt when I should just believe in my own work-product, keep a positive mindset, and continue striving forward.
@Bill3: thank you for the positive affirmations and great advice. I do need to be better at informing my parents of what I am doing instead of avoiding all contact. What you said makes sense, I can't really convince them of anything. I can just let them know what is happening and keep doing what I feel is right (after all I'm not jumping off a cliff or driving my life into the ground..they can't complain).
None of my friends or coworkers have complained to me outright, but they have noticed I am spending less time with them or at work because of exams. I might just be projecting my insecurities onto them. It is quite a struggle, but one day maybe these annoying guests can pack their bags :P
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