Hello, yes change is difficult in many ways but staying in dysfunction is just as hard if not harder to deal with on a regular basis. preparing yourself to leave your safety net is a step in the right direction. Take the leap and see what life has to offer you positive is always better than the negative we all seem to settle for at some point in our lives. The fear will subside with each new day. It is scary trust me i know as i have started my life over 4 different times but today life is full of many blessings that i never thought were possible. I'm rooting for you