My colleagues do dinners and get togethers all the time. I never go. I think about going, but I never have the courage to do so.
This week someone sugested for us to do one of those exit games. You get looked in a room and you try to find the codes and the clues to open the door.
This time I went. The game was fun. I somehow, got to be named the "Cristiano Ronaldo" (the "best" socer/football player). I don't think I did anything that special, but some thought so.
But this was an opportunity for myself to compare me with other people. They all had some sort of plans for today. A girl had some fancy dance classes, most of them had dinner and party plans, one was going to attend a classic concert.
I live in a rural zone, I am born from a working class family, I am not so that much cultured. They are from the big city, many atended private schools. I feel like I have nothing to offer to this people. And then listening to them talking about their one month vacations to thailand... I live in the town the family of some girl as a summer house, a big house with a pool, I bet. It just feel like everyone is rich and well borned or that they are used to partying a lot. Bahhh. I am so plain.