I am very fortunate, that even though I am a single parent, I have succeeded in keeping all my babies at home with me. My eldest is 20 now, hardly a baby, lol. My youngest is 10.
So this means residential rehab is out the window. I work hard to not let the Gear take over. But every 6 months that goes by I can see it creeping up, and my resolve slip a little more.
I DO NOT WANT TO HIT THE BOTTOM.
I know this needs to stop.
Thank you so much for offering your support, it's a lonely road to start on.