It was fairly busy at work today. A couple of guys were laid off and I heard that there's more on the way. The guys were middle aged and had worked at the place longer than I have. I couldn't understand it. They seemed like great workers. It's scary to me; and I wonder how are they going to find another job.

Been feeling bummed and depressed through most of the day; and evening. I worked out and that made me feel better. Feeling very alone.

My blood test result did not come in today. So I guess I'll have to wait until Monday to find out. I've been climbing the walls with anxiety about it. I'm thinking the worst.

The maintenance man will be having surgery this coming Monday. I thought that the company would provide a replacement for him, but it appears that it's going to be me. I hardly know anything about his job and it's very complex. It's not like being a maintenance man at a hotel or apartment complex. This is a high-tech place with lots of machinery.