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I am sorry to hear of your abuse. Some people get amusement from hurting other people. I have never understood this kind of reasoning. I would tell my psych doctor, if I were you and maybe he can help. You are in a different country than mine so I can't recommand other services to you. In that regard, maybe your friends can help. I will keep you in my prayers that things get better for you and that you find a safe place to live.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me.
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