My therapist who I have been seeing for about 4 years on and off has recently been talking about her children because her daughter is getting married soon. she has just been mentioning it and not taking up any of my time. It feels horrible to hear of her child getting married and not having this happen in my own life and that her daughter is so much younger than me. i just wish she wouldn't talk about her children being in successful relationships as it makes me have all these thoughts like 'maybe if i was born in a different family' 'i feel jealous'

I dont feel as though these feelings are rational or normal.

A month ago she told me that she was proud of me and i burst into tears wondering why she could tell me that but my own family couldnt or didnt say it.

since then these feelings of wanting to be closer as in her friend, daughter or other family member have burst out and they dont make any sense as if that happened i wouldnt have her as a therapist.

My thoughts dont make any sense really..