Even when my house was clean and I worked, I couldn't let people in. Then I decided to do it and it backfired and I was judged plus much worse. I'm not making that mistake again.

My inlaws offered to get my husband and I a house cleaner but I cannot let anyone in my house for various reasons. people are very judgemental and I've got one foot in the grave already. My house is a shell to dwell in until I am blessed enough to be free of this body. Nobody needs to be in here. Fortunately, I no longer want them here anyways.