i really wanted one. my boyfriend and i have been together for about 2 years, my doctor already asked me how many people i sleep with on average, if i have had PID etc...

she said that one of the biggest things would be that since ive never been pregnant, my uterus might just push it out from it being a foreign body.

the crazy thing with my insurance is that i went online and checked my coverage and it said "your cost: $30" but then when my doctor tried to order it they said it would be the full 515. i dont think there are any planned parenthoods in my area at all. its pretty conservative down here and there are lots of protests against clinics like that..... its the kinda place where people scream "*****" at women going into a clinic even though she might just be having an annual pap.

i might ask her about a diaphragm. i basically just have to have no extra hormones in me. and what drives me crazy is that they asked about my family's medical history and even with 2 aunts and both grandmas having breast cancer they still put me on estrogen pills! My one aunt was diagnosed before the age of 40. and they didnt even think twice about it. plus i used to smoke about 2 packs a day. so i had family history of ovarian cysts, breast cancer and i smoked a lot and they never thought to do anything else. you go to school for 12 years and you dont even notice that?!