I'm scared I'll lose my freedom again.
If something doesn't change soon my husband will put me ip again.
I've been stuck in a low grade depressive state for 2 years this time. I had a giant mixed episode,lost complete touch with reality and had tons of ECT.
I've been laying around watching DVDs in Costa Rica or tv in the states for 2 years.
I feel disgusted in myself 100 times per day.
I hate this so much.
I'm going to USA next week. Then Pdoc. I'm thinking about Wellbutrin again.
What brings you around?