Mania's really busting its chops to break the remaining seals that restrain it; I can so feel the desire to not go, or to say I don't have any issues Monday. I'm clear enough now in my head to see them and see what its done, but I can also feel the pleasure.

I feel like Galadriel being offered the One Ring. I can take it and challenge the world, or I can see the doc, do what she says, and remain myself.