You guys made me feel better knowing that it's not me it's her. And I'm not glad any of us have had bad experiences, but I'm Glad I'm not the only one. I talked to my friend who recommended I see a therapist and she referred me to her friends therapist. We laughed about how silly the crazy lady was, and she made me feel a lot better about reaching out again. I'm in such a good mood so I figured I'd reach our now before I doubt myself.

I explained to this new lady about how my previous session went and she was very sympathetic. I will be scheduling with her and hoping this will be a good fit. I feel better about this one this time. I didn't know she participated in my insurances mental health program or I would have reached out much sooner.

Wish me luck guys!