Wellbutrin is good unless you have anxiety. It tends to not be as good for anxious depressions. I am also in a dark place and I can't get out. All I do is watch Netflix and sit in a chair all day. I hate it but I don't want to do anything else. I went ip 2 weeks ago and it was a joke. It did not help at all. But maybe your ip experience would be a good one and could get your meds straightened out. Two years is too long to feel that bad. Effexor is helping me and Im starting Vraylar.