He sneezed and a tiny bit of blood came out of his nose. Not at all enough to be a big deal and I wouldn't have seen it if I hadn't been staring at him; it was gone in less than a second. Now I'm really freaked out as bloody discharge is apparently usually associated with more serious problems. I keep telling myself that one tiny pinprick sized drop of blood isn't what they are talking about but the entire thing where they thought he might have cancer 6 weeks ago is ringing in my head. I can't lose 2 cats in less than 2 months. I can't handle that.

This is going to be a long night. Unless he suddenly starts sleeping comfortably. But I'm not taking meds. I need to be alert enough to react.

Thanks for listening.