If you do think the potassium is a real lead, you could get a copy from where you were treated of your records, if you don't remember well what happened and how they explained how it occurred. I'm not saying that you should hyperfocus on this issue, but if the cause was something easily explained, maybe you can let that theory go.

If someone said I had something dissociative, I would completely refuse to believe it. I feel that I take very lightly in a way of anything even seeming like dissociation. I always explain it with other things, like, the times I was in derealization and similar, I thought I was just dealing with too many impulses and had an autistic shutdown (I have aspergers), I have had feelings of being dead (I forgot what I blamed that on), and I think it is normal to several personalities taking turns being me. Since I am always me (the here-ness is always there) but my traits change in clusters, I "know" this is not dissociation because I learned that with dissociation you are much less in control and also there is lost time. Never had that. I simply explain this as all people are like this they just don't tell.

I'm not saying I am dissociative but even if I was, I sort of know how it feels to not thinking it could actually do all those things...

But also I KNOW how powerful the mind can be. Ugh. I sort of don't wanna think about it.