Numbess is a refuge many of us long for. There is a lot we sacrifice for being stable.. I know when I am numb anxiety seems to so pleasantly be nullified.

I suppose medication can have a lot to do with it. Some medication sedates or makes us 'numb' from life's pressures. But it also numbs us from pleasure. Being off of medication can do the same but in my opinion is a riskier state.

That absolutely is of no help to you I know.

I'd like to know if you are medicated and your experiences with that?