Thank you for your replies

So you guys think I don't actually need a therapist, if I understand correctly? I don't know.. these problems I mentioned are quite a struggle to me, and I honestly higly doubt that I'm going to do well in life even though it is probably true that none if it is quite as close as a real MI struggle. Still, I feel the need to talk with a professional, even to understand what's going on and what I'm going through.