Thanks so much. I kinda made this a general reply-to-everyone who replied-to-me. Hope that's all right.
I feel better than I did last night...which kinda isn't saying much. But it's an improvement that I feel like I can get through the night. I honestly did not know how I was going to get through last night without doing anything dumb.
But here I am, and I didn't do anything dumb. Well, I did kinda throw something at the wall and made a couple chips in it. Oops. I'll just tell landlord I was moving something. *Shrugs*
I often feel like I don't deserve good attention. Thanks for proving me wrong.