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Originally Posted by will19
It was a very busy day today. Nothing exciting socially. I felt like I had worked very hard in housecleaning today. The hardest thing I did today was to wash the floor of the patio. It got very dirty from the recent rain storms that was in my area.
I called my sister today. I had not heard from her in a while. She was telling me that she has not been able to call because she's been very busy and tired. It's gotten to the point that I get very sick of hearing that. I hear that all of the time. And I hear when she calls me. Also she does not sound very good. She says that she's fine, but she sounds tired a lot. She would drift off to sleep when I talk to her. She always does that. I felt very depressed after talking to her. It's gotten to the point that I'd rather not hear from her anymore.
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I've noticed that from a previous post I did (about Ennui's cat), I got some hugs and thanks. But after that I made this post and only got one hug. It got me thinking that I may have cringed a lot of people. If I did, then I'm sorry. I looked at the post long after I posted it and felt like I cringed myself. I felt like I wished that I didn't post it. I did feel very bad after talking to her yesterday; and felt a sense that something could be wrong and rejection. It's very notorious in my family to keep secrets and lie.
Anyways I called my sister again today. She sounded better. She tells me that she spends a lot of time with her son who's on a High School Wrestling team; and they travel a lot for meets. It's not the only time that she spends a lot of time with him and her daughter. There are times when I wonder if she's overly involved with her children. But anyways, I do feel that she has done a better job caring for her kids than my late mother and father did for me. My parents didn't get nearly involved with me and my brothers.
I felt better talking to her today. She told me that she will try call me more often.