The study of art, particularly studio art, can be brutal, in certain schools. I was really discouraged during my undergrad time in the Fine Arts. Several professors liked to use critiques as a means of belittling students, me, among them. I took it to heart, and my work suffered. This should not be. After graduating, I had a hard time finding employment, since all I knew was creating art, and there was no need for that. I ended up teaching on a permit. It, too, was pretty horrendous. I then got a job as a cartoonist, which was great for a while.

Finding myself married (unhappily) with a daughter, I eventually went back to school for a teaching degree in art, and worked then throughout my career as a middle school art teacher. This job allowed me time to work on my own art as well. I got my M.A. at a local university, and, unlike my undergrad discouraging experience, it was wonderful. Great professors and great interactions among the other art students.

I just wanted to share this because the school you are in can mean a big difference in the art experience. I am retired now, and I enjoy creating my art every day. Best to you!