so I didn't post to this thread yesterday (never mind, I thought I did)
feeling depressed today because it is my birthday.

aside from christmas, this for me is the worst time of year- gives me plenty of oppotunity to think back over the last year and realise how much of it was wasted, howm uch I didn't do, and how bad I feel in myself.

ah well. I am going to have a chinese later (I hope), and that should be nice