I feel like I get very little pleasure out of things these days, and half the time i don't want to do anything. On the weekends I'm trying to get chores done and take care of my daughter, and I rarely do any hobbies. I know that's part of being a mom to a toddler- especially a working mom- is having no time. But it's not just about time, it's about not having a desire. Sometimes I'll want to do things but most of the weekend I seem to end up feeling awful, as I've mentioned in previous posts. I do better during the week because I'm busy.
But really- how do you get interested in things and actually start doing hobbies, once you've gotten to the point of losing interest in basically everything? I mean obviously changing medication to work on the depression but what can you do beyond that? Sometimes the idea of having a hobby just seems like so much work. We just moved to a new place and haven't yet had anyone babysit.
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