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Originally Posted by will19
I've noticed that from a previous post I did (about Ennui's cat), I got some hugs and thanks. But after that I made this post and only got one hug. It got me thinking that I may have cringed a lot of people. If I did, then I'm sorry. I looked at the post long after I posted it and felt like I cringed myself. I felt like I wished that I didn't post it. I did feel very bad after talking to her yesterday; and felt a sense that something could be wrong and rejection. It's very notorious in my family to keep secrets and lie.
Anyways I called my sister again today. She sounded better. She tells me that she spends a lot of time with her son who's on a High School Wrestling team; and they travel a lot for meets. It's not the only time that she spends a lot of time with him and her daughter. There are times when I wonder if she's overly involved with her children. But anyways, I do feel that she has done a better job caring for her kids than my late mother and father did for me. My parents didn't get nearly involved with me and my brothers.
I felt better talking to her today. She told me that she will try call me more often.
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Hi. I just want to let you know that I am really glad you did post. I just haven't been well enough to respond until now. I am missing my sweetheart quite badly, and your post about Puffy touched me, because I can relate so well. Chloe was like a friend to me too, and I am very familiar of the loneliness of living in a toxic environment... I still do. She saw me through so many hard times in my life, including my self-injury, hospital stay, my grandma's passing, another cat's passing, and when my immediate family fell out with each other. It just feels so weird not having her here. It's all a void.

But I just wanted to say I really do appreciate that post and I'm sorry if my delayed response left you feeling rejected.