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pinksoil said:
II told myself that I was not going to trust him. That I wasn't going to allow myself to feel close to him anymore. So why do I just want to melt into his lap?

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Because you do trust him and you are close to him. Go tomorrow and revel in those things!