Well, I am in my little room. I had a busy weekend and didn't get much time to enjoy the couch and missed way too much, so I shall jump back in here. In 10 minutes I have to go to one of my push in classes, so I shall make this quick.

I emailed pdoc last Thursday about some things I was concerned about/struggling with. He usually responds pretty quickly, but I did not hear back all weekend, so I figured I was just stressing and he didn't see it as anything major. He responded this morning however to call his office and make an earlier appointment than my original next one. I called after reading that email, they could get me in at 4:30 today, so I go today. I am very scared that he is going to tell me that I am at a breakdown point and need to be in the hospital. I don't want that. Maybe we can just alter my meds some or something first.

I also don't want him to ask about the scratching (though I am pretty sure he will) because I have 2 new areas I just did on Saturday. At least they aren't that bad looking yet though, since they are only 2 days old.

I guess I just need to hike up my big girl pants and suffer the consequences of my actions. I just really do not want to put my life on "hold" to spend time IP. I would have a hard time explaining that to 2 jobs. And it would interfere with my masters class.

Oh well. Almost time to head into the halls. Talk later couch.