Been clean for more than 2 weeks, the urge to steal fading away slowly, but surely. And I bought all the stuff I wanted, which is why I'm feeling so proud of myself. Whenever the temptation arises, I just play with it, and tell myself to put it back like i did today. Or ask myself : "Do I need this?" And it'd immediately stop me from shoplifting it. Very proud of myself for having been so good these days. I think I'm on my way to healing from my addiction since I'm getting the urge less and less. I went to the places where they used to trigger me, and they didn't today. Again, it's just knowing that I gotta pay for it that stops me from doing it.
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