I made it to outpatient therapy today, so much swirling in my head, I did talk to my nurse arnp today and we upped my seroquel in the afternoon, it seems to help, I think the biggest problem or stressor I have right now is my husband he is sick with cancer in his bones and his liver, no more chemo, yeah! He is on the new immunology drug for bladder cancer so hopefully that will stop it in its track! Pray for us! Thanks! I think of you all here struggling just like me! {{{{Hugs}}}}