Well, I certainly can understand where your coming from... I'm 52 and while my meds controls much of what's wrong, it doesn't fix everything. I've been out of work since August and had to apply for disability due to.my latest diagnosis of disassociation disorder. That's on top of everything else they can't fix. So I'm waiting in limbo, every day exactly like the last. Luckily, I have a supportive wife who understands what's going on. I would like to say hang in there and it will get better, but I'm not so sure anymore. Here's hoping for the best!