last Sat I Dug out some older hardcore music listened to it in my truck cranked my 54yr old head felt like it was 20s but then I ended up at the liquor store bought 12 beers ( Canadian beer not the US stuff which is like water) started to drink that mixed with tomatoe juice ended up staying up all night with my headphones on Dancing around my bach suit listening to you tube songs and posting the songs on FB. went to bed around 6 am woke up at 8 am went for a 12 km run then made a decision ... I am not going to purposely listen to music again . I wasn't hung over or anything like that but I was confused as to how I went from listening to Music to Drinking which I haven't Drank in over 17 yrs .