I've been in bed since 6:30pm EST. My whole body hurts from head to toe. Right before I got in bed I took 2miligrams of Klonopin. Why in the world am I not sleeping yet. Looks like I've built a tolerance and now should probably wean myself off. There is no way in h e l l that Pdoc will up the dose on that. Wellbutrin doesn't do anything either. I swear I felt better when I took 5HTP for mood support, Valerian Root to ease anxiety, drank camomile tea and took melentonin to sleep. Also what is the point of showering before work when all I'm going to do is sit on the floor all day entertaining infants and then get breast milk spit up on me. I shower so my people don't think they hired a dirt bag. Only to come home and need to shower again. Can't smell and be overweight. If I can't lose any weight-the least I could do is smell good and brush my hair. I hate those doctors for what they did to my body. It's so unnatural. Rant over.