because if I have an opinion, if I say what I think, I get put down or told I'm wrong, just like when I lived with 'them', maybe i'm paranoid, but am i entitled to have an opinion? then i stay silent and I'm being moody. So I cant be nyself, obviously they dont like me, because my views differ, so there are 3 of them, one of me, does that make my opinion invalid? or just they are all right - idk. I'm weary of trying. I'll never fit in.
Sick of being told I'm wrong in front of my kids.

sick of venting, sick of life, sick of me, sick of the struggle, sick of EVERYTHING.