I'm really just not feeling well. I've been practicing DBT skills to get through this but I broke down and called my pdoc office to leave a message today. You always have to leave a message..then they tell pdoc.. Then you hear back. It usually takes at least two days.

I think the Latuda was helping my depression last year and now that I'm not taking it I'm feeling worse. Idk. All I know is I'm putting on a show for everyone when deep down I feel like ****.