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Old Jan 30, 2017, 11:54 PM
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I feel like its more than that though. I'm not trying to "blame" it on any conditions, just wondered if it might contribute. I know its natural for things to settle after the honeymoon stage, it becomes less intense. I can tell my feelings have changed to the point where I'm concerned. I was very happy at first with how clingy, loving, and how much we texted and talked. How much we said this to one another. Now I get irked and irritated at times. It causes me stress, and I wonder if I should continue this relationship. I feel lost. But then I worry if I did terminate it, would I always wonder what if and regret it. What if this is it? The one? And I just screwed everything up? Its so hard to explain how I'm currently feeling about it. I do love and care about him greatly. I don't even wanna reply at this point, I obviously just can't explain anything right. Can't ever get words out, can't express my feelings.. But whatever, what do I have to lose.
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