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Old Jan 31, 2017, 12:48 AM
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Yeah I did. Neither of us were wanting or looking for a relationship but it just felt right. We got close pretty quick and knew we wanted to be together. I am 25 and he is 30. I don't work or go to school, I'm disabled. He works 4 days a week. We don't Skype, I don't like that. We talk on the phone everyday, text, I've talked to his best friend on the phone when he stayed there for a month when he was in the process of moving. We know a great deal about one another. Sent many pictures back and forth. I feel that the honeymoon stage might feel over because being a LDR there is only so much we can do and we've talked about everything, already learned everything about one another. I feel burnt out. I feel like if I bring this up to him though, he will take it very badly. I also feel like I'm mainly feeling burnt out maybe because of being long distance and not being with him physically. I wonder if that might respark things. I'm just tired of not being able to have him in person. Its a financial problem. If that wasn't an issue we would have met a lot sooner. I know relationships aren't perfect. I just don't wanna make any bad decisions and ruin a good thing. I get so overwhelmed with my thoughts and go back and forth with how I'm feeling about my situation. Sometimes I feel so good about it and then there are times I'm concerned and unsure. I wish I could express my thoughts and concerns better, I'm sorry if I'm confusing anyone.. My thoughts are so all over the place..
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