It's been a hard few days. I feel like I've been very whiny. Yuck!

My counselor told me tonight that he is changing his office location. He's considering 2 places. One, I believe, would be ok. ? Maybe. The other location he is looking at scares me because of where it is located.

His office is so nice and safe. Neutral colors. Calming pictures. The Lilly, that is the perfect mom. The big silk plant that is my intimidating dad. The picture of the fish on the wall that I focus on when I'm about to go away.

The pictures of the gates and bridge that reminds me of the trail.

The picture in his waiting area that looks like the white birch trees on my trail. That are very pretty.

I guess you have to grow up at some point. I just wasn't quite ready just yet to do that. It feels like my safe place is going away.

I am bigger than this. Right?