Did your X boyfriend use Meth too?

You are really blessed that you are clean and I pray for you that you are able to stay that way...it is difficult. I have never used Meth or Crack...but I know people that have and I am an alcoholic and in my belief..all addiction is the same in its destructive pattern.

Your friends dying..people say that we should learn from others addictions and poor fate but it just doesn't work that way. All it does is bring more guilt when we go back to our drug when we know that it has killed loved ones and we are like thinking we are getting away with it...so much guilt.

For me..I have to want to live..and I have to stay away from alcohol.
As far as the good feelings you are getting from this old boyfriend....one day at a time...live the best you can and be the happiest you can be.

It is proven in research that the happier a person is...the least likely it is for them to grab for their addiction...so take whatever happiness you can get!