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Originally Posted by Trace14
I'm not going through the same thing but it's not hard to see how painful all this is for you. Are you actively seeing a therapist now? On medications? Have you talked about all this with your therapist? We can support you here but what you are talking about will need some support above most of our levels. But you are welcome here and I hope things get better. Are you sure moving out is the best for you? Really thought this through? Only you know what you really need and it is very important to take care of you.
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Yes, I have an amazing therapist and psychiatrist. I am on meds, although they seem more of a bandaid that actual help. I am hopefully headed to residential treatment for trauma/PTSD very soon (pending insurance approval). I need a break. I can't focus on my current life with my symptoms always intruding.
Yes also to getting away from my husband. He triggers all my abandonment issues and depression and I'd rather spend my life alone than deal with that constant pain. I feel like I'm on fire and instead of him pouring a bucket of water on me, he just fans the flames. He says he understands what im going through, but if actually did, he wouldn't be the gasoline source to my suffering.