(((Squirrel))) when things were bad with my mom, like she was being really pushy with me, i was getting paranoid about crossing this one street on my way to my ts. No other corner, just this one particular one. I think it had more to do with feeling like i had no control over what was going to happen to me, that i would be forced to do things her way.

But just look at and hold on to what you are doing! Two different cateers AND going to school, without your familys support or even encouragement? That is a real true thing. I could not stand up to my family. They tore me down just because i was a girl and was going against expectations. Its ridic but it still happens.