I've been through so many bad memories since I was a child, I still remember every single detail of it like the day and the date and who I met that day and What were I wearing and what did I eat for breakfast that day, my friends are always surprised with my good memory and wondering how can I remember every single silly detail of anything whether it was a good or a bad day, they think it's a good thing but I'm only thinking it's a curse cause whenever I see anything which reminds me of a bad memory or a good memory with the wrong people I met in my life, or when I wake up in the morning and look at the date of the day I get flashbacks of the past years and I over think about it for days and I be like does anyone still remember this but me? Can anyone feel how I feel now? until I break down cause I can't stop it, and it's been years and I'm still can't deal with this