I literally can't take this **** anymore. If I have to hear my daughter whine/cry for one more second or listen to my husband talk to me like I'm a ****ing dog I'm going to ****ing loose it.
My daughter just told me "I don't like you." She's 2.5. I've had to listen to my husband lecture me all night like I'm a ****ing child because I accidentally broke the washer machine. Like who reacts like that? I didn't realize how serious it is apparently.
I honestly want to just run away right now. No matter what it's always my fault. My husband can do no wrong and it's always me. I seriously don't know what to do anymore.
I want a divorce but my finances are so ****ed right now. I can't stand my husband any longer but I worry about my daughter.
I just don't know what to do. I'm so ****ing tired. And it's always ****ing something. I really hate him right now. Like who the **** are you to talk to me like that?! Sorry for cursing so much. I'm just really upset right now.
Someone talk me down and tell me I'm not crazy or alone. Thanks for reading.
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