Thank you for your reply it really means a lot. Currently he is in the living room watching a movie with DD as she was crying hysterically for him in her room. She is supposed to be sleeping. I'm in our room now. I have my mother but our relationship is strained at best. I'm actually going out of town this weekend for work and can't wait to get away.

He doesn't feel like anything is his fault or that he is abusive. This past summer we were in family court for a different issue (apparently all because of me) and we agreed to work on things but alas here we are again. We'll probably continue to not speak to each other for a week like always. I can't go on like this but worried how I can get by financially without him. And what will happen to DD.

Thanks again for your reply.