Hello Steelbreaker05: I'm sorry you are having this difficulty. I don't know as I can relate exactly to what you experience. But I have a little saying I sometimes recite to myself with a shake of my head & a wry smile. It is that I have a bad memory for every situation & occasion. Sometimes it seems like every situation or occasion I run across reminds me of something I'd rather forget. Unfortunately, in my case, a lot of it was trouble I myself caused. So I have no one to blame but me... I hope that being here on PC can be of some comfort & support to you as you continue trying to find ways to heal. Please keep posting.