Got a speeding ticket once for driving 58km/h instead of 50. I was having a panic attack while driving back then and probably looked like crap. I was worried for days that they'd take away my license because I drove "irresponsibly". They only billed 40$, but ever since then I refrain from driving, so basically they could have taken my license away anyway...

DNA - Tell your T. He probably has noticed it anyway and is waiting for you to bring it up. I'm sure that "do want to stop but don't" is quite common in therapy, so...