I didn't say it's easy. I don't have friends or a partner for a reason. Part of the reason is that I prefer to be alone, but the other part is that I have hard times connecting with people. I'm socially awkward to put it mildly. If you are happy not leaving home, that's OK I guess. But you said you cannot live like this. I have the same issue. I like being home alone and away from people and life in general, but at the same I don't like living like this. It's a dilemma, and I understand that.