I feel like the me at 2 am is the real me though,vulnerable,open and caring,and that the me during the day has a lot of layers or filters on it(though,colder,careless).Maybe it's because my brain is trying to protect me from probable threats during the day,while at night I feel safe enough.I feel like every problem I have is somehow connected to eachother and that it's all a big maze I need to solve in order to get to the root and fix them.Or maybe some things like the "emotional-at-night thingy" are just meant to be there for our own safety.
Peace!