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Originally Posted by leejosepho
Giving up on a given hope, goal or dream and giving up on oneself would seem to me to be different things. My own hopes, goals and dreams have changed and even fallen apart or failed many times throughout my life, but I have never yet given up on myself and at least looking for what to try next.
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I meant that I'll have no more believe in myself in trying to find my own way. To live my own life as I want to live it. The thing is, going home isn't trying something new, it's returning to something old. It's to retreat. That's why I feel like giving up. People would do anything to be in my place, and I'm giving everything up because of my weakness. It's like proving to myself and others that I couldn't manage life.