You didn't save yourself for one woman either... Do you think she likes thinking of you with the women before her???
I agree with Patagonia, you're avoiding questions that can help you get to the root of your problem. Which means you are the one making your own problems worse right now...

I have a question, and i would appreciate an honest and direct answer:

Why is it okay for you to have a sexual history, but its not okay for her?