Emmy - LOL - thanks for bringing a fresh air of lightening up into this thread. And DocJohn, thank you for your objectivity on the matter. Hopefully everyone now feels validated and we can get on with supporting one another. I know for myself despite the fact that I can get really hostile when negatively triggered I honestly do not like confrontation and conflict and prefer to make friends rather than enemies or "mutual ignore parties". I do not express myself well when I'm triggered and unfortunately I am subject to stronger compulsion to speak than to be silenced, though on occasion my Guardians will Censor me.