It would be nice to have one person in my life. Someone with whom I will have some connection. Someone to go out with and visit places together. Someone who checks on me from time to time. Someone I can put to be contacted in case of an emergency when I visit a hospital. Maybe I have other good traits, but my lack of social skills give my all other good traits almost zero value. Social skills are like 1 and every other good trait is like a zero to the right. Without social skills, everything else is a bunch of zeros. No one cares about them. No wonder why I feel my life is empty and meaningless.